Looking forward

I have an incredibly hard time thinking about the future when I'm pregnant.  If I let myself get too ahead of myself, I start getting really anxious that things aren't going to go the right way again.

But being so sick, I needed something to lighten my mood, so I went through old pictures.  And I can't wait for this moment.

It seems so very far away and so much has to happen in between.  But...I can't wait for it.  I'd love to stop being sick and be able to really enjoy being pregnant for once, but when I look at those little faces...it's worth it.  I'll do anything I have to.